depression....it hits you pretty hard. its like, you litterally dont want to do the things youd think youd love to do. you dont want to leave your comfortzone, and you want to stay secluded, cause you just feel too weak to be able to show any kind of enthusiasm towards anything. you want to be alone. stay alone, for days on end. and for me, this sint even half of what it feels like. i cant describe it all. all i know is, when you realize that the the one person you thought was your best friend has lost trust in you......its hurts, alot.i actually feel left behind. and cheated, like they wont tell me what i did wrong. none of my friends are he